Listening to my long-time friend, Sara, as she explained how I should begin to look towards having a boyfriend. Well, honestly I think that's just silly talk.
“You may never get the chance to find someone much better than him. There aren't a lot of guys like him.”
Come to think of it, her reasons are true. I've never had a friend like Chris whose just there for me always. I maybe passing on a chance at having a great guy by my side.
"Remember that High School is just around the corner. I will tell you that there will be lots of competition out there. And maybe Chris will fall in love with an another girl if you don't act now."
High School. How they say that it will definitely complicate things with us. We could still stay friends, but I don't think that Chris will take a rejection from me that easily. I don't want to hurt him, but I'm just not ready yet.
"And don't tell me that motto of yours that 'if you were meant for each other, you will cross each other's path no matter what'. Yeah, I do believe that sometimes, but your situation is very different now. You should think about this more openly and decide before it's too late."
This is just very complicated. Making my head hurt. Giving my heart a feeling of a pinch. This is just the beginning of a long road ahead of me. And the moment I've started thinking all of this. Is the moment where it all began.
Cara
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